myself ...right??

i dun want to be alone
but i still be alone
among us i just like a stone
my attendance is not such important to other
but tat is my fate
will or not will i still to accept it
i like to go out
i like socializing
but i cant do what i want
coz noboby pay attention on me
just walked by me
however,
when theey need help
i will lend my hand to them
coz tat is my pleasure
i was regret when i was in the past
coz i was not doing well
i was unhappy about my many thing
but my life still going on
i got to accept wat i have met before
in the day coming who i am n wat i want to be
until now i still cant make a decision
i still cannot find out my answer
the smile on my face is no longer
to my lover tat is no chance to me
i know
so just let it be,right??
my mood n temper still unconsistent now
so i need to find out a way
lastly,all the problem i need to solve by myself
nobody can help n nobody will help
all the things r depend on myself.....right??