yesterday i went to a cny open house invited by michelle's uncle
he is a professor in UNIMAS live at BDC kuching
the guest that he invited all r staff n professor
well,when i reached the ppl inside there r different attitude to me
they way they treat ppl,the way they talk is different
the food they served also a bit different taste
they had a good served to everyone
they served "layer cake"
they looked like high status compare with me
all of them spoke in English n Malay
their dressing was different
the decoration of the house was like comfortable,big n full of thing
they were in a high education n full experience
actually i hope to be like that but i have to give up all the thing i having now
i need to be hard to achieve what i wan , that's mean i will totally change my life
but not everyone have the opportunity to be like that
have a happiness family , high education , stable job n salary
i am a person with no target in my life,i am so chinese coz i speak chinese very well
my background is like that n i unable to change it
i duno wat can do now to make my life full of meaningful
they r success in their life how about me ??
i dun have a relationship
i dun have a last forever frendship
i dun have a high education
i dun have any achievement
wat do i have now ??
Anyway,yesterday was a nice day
we have went to watch a movie"i love hong kong"
ya,actually i love hong kong so much
a funny n touching movie
i spent my saturday wif my michelle n elaine
a special feeling for yesterday coz i went to a party in kuching that i havent go before something i gained for yesterday not only "angpow" but everything
thank you
