CNY 0pen House in Kuching

yesterday i went to a cny open house invited by michelle's uncle

he is a professor in UNIMAS live at BDC kuching

the guest that he invited all r staff n professor

well,when i reached the ppl inside there r different attitude to me

they way they treat ppl,the way they talk is different

the food they served also a bit different taste

they had a good served to everyone

they served "layer cake"

they looked like high status compare with me

all of them spoke in English n Malay

their dressing was different

the decoration of the house was like comfortable,big n full of thing

they were in a high education n full experience

actually i hope to be like that but i have to give up all the thing i having now

i need to be hard to achieve what i wan , that's mean i will totally change my life

but not everyone have the opportunity to be like that

have a happiness family , high education , stable job n salary

i am a person with no target in my life,i am so chinese coz i speak chinese very well

my background is like that n i unable to change it

i duno wat can do now to make my life full of meaningful

they r success in their life how about me ??

i dun have a relationship

i dun have a last forever frendship

i dun have a high education

i dun have any achievement

wat do i have now ??

Anyway,yesterday was a nice day

we have went to watch a movie"i love hong kong"

ya,actually i love hong kong so much

a funny n touching movie

i spent my saturday wif my michelle n elaine

a special feeling for yesterday coz i went to a party in kuching that i havent go before something i gained for yesterday not only "angpow" but everything

thank you